Only me.♥
Wednesday, November 25, 2009

face mask.


Dunno why, there's like so many people in my life who i find very superficial... D: Maybe it's just me... And mark's right... i may have friends around me..but underneath them all..im still very very lonely... Anyways...overslept horribly this morning... 8 missed calls from manda and janice xD bad feeling about this... later going for plc @ 3... die. xD swell... gtg.. update ltr! taaa

12:22 PM



Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Tik Tok


Keeping my blog alive here :D U ppl better support it. Ok, i know my blog, isn't alwas updated...and sometimes dead..and stuff.. xD but still... bwahaha! :D Okay luh, i'll admit.. it's possibly coz im lazy..and lazy... but fck luh. xD Anyway! went to school to take bio quiz part 2. Took part 1 yesterday.. ended up playing basketball with cheeleong,sam,xavier,jiasheng and bryan..well, they played.. i just stood by and watch :D Mrs tan found me in the sports hall..dunno how... D: then she had some talk to me...telling me about next year and stuff...like, her "goals" for me for emaths... 1oo% attendence next year...blah blah blah... D: Hate it!!! ~!@$#^@#!@! then, aft that went to see mdm goh to take my quiz... i think i failed that quiz..i anyhow humtum label xD heh... Today went to school, as stated.. aft that quiz, went to see hl to take the picture.. >< god, im scared..i think i'll look retarded... and im currently pissed coz mozzie isn't loading my pages.. neither is internet explorer -.-" OHGOD! wht happened aft i installed internet security... Another sad part of my life..is my "HELPER"... stuck here for another 2 weeks! LIKE WTF?! sad lah! Whats worse, can't get new work... -.-" demands a 500 starting salary and day off every weekend! !@#^$$+_)(*&^WOAH! God's helper! Need that much huh! Think u're so freaking awesome?! NO LOR! D: cant clean, rude,lazy...only good at cooking. thats all. whatever lah! -------- p.s/ Im hooked onto Kesha's TikTok ;D muthaawesome okay?! xD keke

4:27 PM



Sunday, November 15, 2009

quick stop.


Just a quickie updateys... not much to tell. had an awesome camp...cute trainer... went to watch midnight movie... 2012 quite cool...like halfway wanna go toilet, but got tsunami scene..damn wtf can?! aft that went back safra slept till shiok...wake up had breakkie then archery then had cub scout field day..the usual...trala! bye!

9:43 PM



Thursday, November 12, 2009

Swiddle dee dum :D


Lovebug didnt bite me...neither did cupid's dumb arrow shoot me...so im safe :D not feeling the effects of love or anything nuts... Today had a shitty day at school..sorta... tai bai made it shitty lah. honestly. xD bwahhaha! im pretty sure im not the only one he has pissed off...weeee~~ didnt file up my dang files yet and im like so lacking in the homework bin. But! Hey :D smile sweets ;D Hmm hmm, nothing much to say..just.. life lah...im doing this post to move on the previous drama post. Oh! :D had chem retest...gah, it'll be a miracle if i pass. Hah...dunno wht else now.. D:< I dun wanna go sch...but swell...tata~! PS! Happy advance birthday NIYI!

9:20 PM



Thursday, November 5, 2009

Drama lil mama


Wow. my life just got more dramatic by the instant! :O my tagboard got spammed like 3-4 pages on SOMETHING i have ABSOLUTELY no clue about. AND what's more, i have ABSOLUTELY no idea whothefuck that spammer is! (i shan't call her a bitch because i have no idea who the crap she is, and wht her dumb motive is -.-") And what's more, the spammer, isn't the real girl who has the problem with me. she's just some one who wants to promote emo-ism and nonsensical shittings. And what's more is that, she promised her "dearest" she wasn't gonna tag...liar.. how much hurt u caused ur "dearest" anyway, let me break it down for you readers who have no idea wtf im blabbing about. This situation involves 3 main character. Me. Mark and his girlfriend. Let's break it down further. I didn't know mark had a girlfriend. The NUMBER ONE MISTAKE the bimbo didnt take note of! Her beloved boyf didn't mention to me he had a girlfriend. Mistake Number TWO! Mark, is my best friend. Thanks to naomi's shitty mistakes and lies, i have no clue, no idea and no friend to comfort me. Hence mark. Mistake number three. She think's her prediction is true. IT IS SO NOT TRUE! i mean, yes, i admire mark, bt only as a friend! =.= So technically, the brilliant genius thinks that, without confronting me, she just rants her nonsensical shit. Because of me she needs to tahan dunno what sai! I SERIOUSLY DUNNO ANYTHING LAH! WTH! ANYTHING U JUST ASK UR BOYF LAH! WHY MUST TAKE IT OUT ON ME?! KNNBCCB! YES, IM FCKING PISSED! YES, IM FUCKING FLAMING HER! THATS BECAUSE SHE DID IT FIRST, AND SHE KNOWS NUTS ABOUT THE SITUATION! I know i shouldnt blame her and stuff. she's just in "love" but, honestly, i hope she'll realise that she should wake up and move on. >< Done rambling.

11:13 AM



Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Swindle me dazzle baby.


Hello world. Turning my blog dead again. so sorry. :D Had bridging lessons again. Can you say BORINGGG ? Eng was useless. Still gotta do hwk later. D= Nvr ending work for students. Pffts, in the end, i asked nana to cut my fringe...pic will be uploaded sometimes.. it looks botched if u ask me... BUT everyone else says it's okay.. -.-" Lil bro went over to malacca~ have fun over thre kiddo! Be careful :D Have yet to show parents report book.. fck it lah! wth! Oh my, gtg! Noodles calling me :D

2:05 PM



Wednesday, October 28, 2009

T.T.F


I think it's time, i move on and forget. why do i keep hanging on to you? i think i should just throw away my emotions, and like forget abt u. Sick and tired of school. Honestly. I HATE the fact that i have to go back to school for LESSONS when i know that i can just rot at home =( Hate the fact that o's are coming. Having migraine these few days. Fck the weather. I just for once, wish i can run away. Honestly. Slightly depressed now. officially, i dunno what's going through my head...sighs...

1:27 PM



Monday, October 26, 2009

Sunny, you're not there.


Morning This morning, during duty, SIR called me over and asked me why i didnt go for AGM. Gave some shitty answers..honestly, i didnt want to say anything lah. Fel also witnessed it..
Sir : Amanda, why didnt you go for agm?
Me : I had family dinner.
Sir : Dinner is at night
Me : It started in the afternoon.
Sir : Did you know you were suppose to find me if you couldn't make it?
Me: Yes.
Sir : Then?
Me : I couldnt contact you.
Sir : *snort* You got my number right?
Me : *nod nod* *look away*
Sir : Then? Let me ask you. Are you here to make the number?
or are you here to make a difference?
Me : *stare away from face*
Sir : See me tmr after school *turns away and scolds amira*
i Dunno wht to say. seriously. Then rotted the whole lessons..didnt even pay attention. CANT STAND IT! aft school chionged home, then on the way to vivo!! in the end... Was late with meeting the prefects @ entrance of sentosa at vivo... then saw kaiqi on the bus on the way to vivo :D i thought i was the only one late xD So, we were on the skytrain to sentosa! Stopped at the beach station, then the exco seniors like, did some stuff, then the extras (like me ) stood behind and camwhored :D We had some fun, screaming, and running away frm the water @ the beach =D bwahaahaha Then, we trammed to a few stops up a head. God, we like complete tourist can? Laugh like goondus on the tram, then take picture like tourist! JOKE! =D but it was fun fun! then, we took some pictures on the siloso word! Rhonda & chin hock joined us! We still had loads of fun, going ard sentosa can?! then, we went to vivo TOYS-R-US, omg, i swear, u feel like a child! we play with the hula hoop! <3
Sat will be more fun! I promise!~
The reason why i truly had fun, was because, SIR wasn't there. U and i both know it!

8:19 PM



Sunday, October 25, 2009

(L) sunday breeze


Cool isnt it? i know! :D i like it too! <3
Tmr : School > sentosa > Home
BYE ALL! (L)

11:17 PM



Saturday, October 24, 2009

Les Miserable.


The sweetest thing that could ever happen, is for last night's dream to come true. But hey, since when do dreams come true?
Having no idea wht the hell the title means, i just heard of it somewhere. anyway, yesterday had cca. Sec 3's were to build a tower with platform. it was quite fun, but i injured myself while taking down. but it's no biggy. :) I'll upload the pictures later ;D The end product was like damn cool. when we were up on the platform, the sec ones saw, and they were like damn amazed ;D so, its great! <3 Overall we had fun and laughter (: there was no pressure, slack slack :D i missed having fun in cca. And i cant wait to be in pb camp ;D my group is going to have the most fun! swear!!

9:54 AM



Thursday, October 22, 2009

I hate you so much, i could die.


This is a rant to someone. She knows who she is. I cannot believe you would actually betray our friendship. I knew what you were doing, yet you chose to continue. When you finally got tangled, u said u didn't want to drag me in. What's the point? If you truly treasured our friendship, you would have known that by now, i wouldnt mind. No. you had to go and get into a mess that you know the consequences would be dire. I forgave you and i chose to forget your mistakes. I just hope you wake up. And i can't trust you the way anyone else ever can.

7:32 PM



Thursday, September 17, 2009

A dash of sugar makes the medicine go down


Hmm, had a funly weird school day today :D apart from both emaths(fail) and bio(low pass) test, i actually enjoyed school! Had poa free period, ended up teaching amanda some emaths ;D Then had english period, didn't pay attention. Went for recess. had emath...then mr teo go and write 12.50 on the board...turns out it was supposed to be 11.50. MUTHAFUCKING chiong can?!?! grr...pissd off.. then aft that had chinese.. in the end do shitty compo...screw.. hmm, today, i actually went for maths ap... instead of paying attention -.-"i played game with farhan and dinesh instead... haha, but fun fun :D after emaths ap, i finally went to RC, yep, the holy rc :D It was quite funny and fun lah :D go there bastard everyone :D enjoy!! we should do it again soon ppls! :D Finally saw the fos video...god, muthafucking lame + gay + shitty + embaressing + horrible. Okay! tht's all i'll say now! time to revise history! bye bye!
Im hooked onto ft island and bigbang. damn.

6:28 PM



Monday, September 14, 2009

How sad can i be?


As my tittle indicates, honestly, how sad can my little life be? Apparently, very very sad... On a brighter note, im blogging using my new computer :D It has like a freaking 23inch Flatscreen LCD HD monitor =D Now, back to gloomville. Today got caught during ss for not wearing tie.. Honestly, i doubt we're the only ones not wearing ties..Hmm... Anyways, ss lesson was as per usual..Crapp-y And, what else was that we had test for most of the lesson.. So too bad...wasted.. Anyhoo, what adds on to my little rainy parade, is the fact that, i seriously, honestly, completely and utterly, LACK A LOVE LIFE! Those who are close, or heard me complaint..know what im talking about. Lately, i've been obsessed over korean stars..are u freakin kidding me?! and i think, i have like feelings for them or something..yup, i knew it. Im retarded. Sigh.. i need passion in my life...stupid hiatus! GAHH! gtg! <3 love you ppls! mwahmwahs!
plan for the week : Tuesday : School > Library till dunno wht time > home. Wed : School > Library > Home. Thurs : School > Class > Library > Home. Friday : School > Home. Sat : Home > Kallang > Home.

6:00 PM



Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Doodles come to life


What a sad thing, when life just keeps on adding and adding and adding..and what's even more sad, is that you can't do anything about it.
I seriously, want to run away. anywhere. just FAR as possible.
Getting more and more addicted to family outing..got my new specs..getting depressed.
Hate life as it is luh. just to simply put it ><
Phone is spoilt...it can't recieve or reply sms-es! ARGH!!! hate it!!! :(
I wanna bury myself in a hole, and just rot there...sighs.
I hate to say this but i will.
i started out with a burning passion,
but now it's starting to diminish.
Slowly, day by day, the burning fire,
is just turning into ambers. I hate to say this,
but i will... One day, the passion will just be put out.

1:42 PM



Saturday, September 5, 2009

Sweet misery


Pictures from my lovely new camera :D I just randomly choose some..i wanna edit afew others later :P Fun luhs <3 THANK YOU WAILEONG for the new camera :D Now that i've my camera, i can focus on getting ipod touch! <3 OLE!~!!!! ;D I've painted my nails now that holidays are here..but i'll still need to go to sch or the first three days. I can only pray there's no cca..otherwise, it'll be pointless.... Hilary team is taking part in the challenge right now..i wish them all the best in my heart.. Im sorry if i've let you down.. please forgive me..(L) ALL THE BEST! FIGHTING!! Half wished that i could take part..knowing full well the team needs everyone of us! Oh goodness, i Wish i could stop all cca and just study...sighs! HATE THIS! i need to stop watching familyouting..but it's damn funny and nice okay!! Learning a bit of korean from watching that show.. :D YAYE! OH GOD! im going all bimbo-listical on this post! sorry!! >< I going to go now :D !! oH, btw, i'll do ery's b'day post another time... <3

2:02 PM